It's been a long and difficult day for me. I came home and sat on my couch holding my beautiful baby in my arms, watching him stare into my eyes. His gaze was penetrating deep into me. Deep into my wounded soul. Soothing my bleeding heart. Caressing my aching soul. After a few priceless moments, … Continue reading Staring into my newborns eyes….
Sailing down the river in my beautiful custom boat, filled with every luxurious upgrade that one can dream for. As I'm smoothly traveling along the magnificently beautiful ocean, seeing in the far distance how the blue of the sky and that of the ocean blend together as one. This scene is almost too much to … Continue reading Feeling hopeful!
To my dear fellow abuse survivors, I just left yet another grueling and painful therapy session. Although I'm tired and worn out from all the effort I'm investing into my journey of healing, I do see an undeniable slow and steady sense of freedom from my past. Freedom from the shackles that my abuser placed … Continue reading You are incredible
Dear friends I was in a terrible car accident yesterday. I was not at fault and didn't see the car coming. It happened so quickly. My car spun around and was completely totaled. It was smoking and burst into flames. I somehow managed to break open a window and crawl out, bruised and bleeding. I … Continue reading The power of a trigger
Today I've reached the peak of a very tall mountain. It's been an impossibly hard climb. There were many times that I wanted to give up and just go back to the bottom of the mountain. There were times that I've slipped and times that I had to hold onto my climbing rope for dear … Continue reading Mountain climbers
Sitting at the water. The weather is perfect. The sky is a perfect blue with just enough clouds to add to the color and beauty. There are hundred of miles of water in front of me. The water is the most magnificent blue. The Waves are so smoothly crashing against the beach sand. The breeze … Continue reading Lessons from the sun…
Dear abuser, I've had some time to reflect over my progress that I've gained over the last few months. I've done intense therapy, doing things I never thought I'll be able to do. Going to places I never wanted to go to. Digging deeply into those very painful and traumatic memories. I've gone back there … Continue reading Some reflection….